Wednesday, April 30, 2008
TITLE: WHen it comes to you..
I dont always blog twice in a day..honestly,im a lil unwell..i went to the doctor n got 2 days MC. having a temperature of 38.3..already took my medicine n it has subsided..i tried to sleep but one thing came to my mind..my dear..
She told me that she was feeling unwell as well n what got to me most was the fact that she didnt take her lunch..guess her mood wasnt realie dat good..maye it was the fact that shes unwell or other wise...but whatever the reason is..shes always on my mind..Each time i wake up frm sleep..i wld think if shes ok..i am lying down on my bed but she working even though shes unwell..i told her to take time off but she told me that they would cut her pay..that too got to me..she is realie tryin to save up for our marriage n trying soo hard.
WHen i woke up at about 710 in the evening, shes the 1st person that came to mind again. I wondered, if shes safely home and wondered if she has eaten her dinner. when she had skipped her lunch..part of me dont feel good when i dont know all that and i just had to know..so told my mom that i wanted to visit her,took my shower n went to her place..didnt realie call her up to say i was coming..on the way, i thought..."ni confirm kena marah dtg tak ckp"...but nvm that i supposed, my intentions was to find out if shes ok..dats all..knowing me,i dont think my mind wld be at peace if i didnt know n i wldnt want that..
well, got her her fav chicken porridge, her 3 in 1 milo..got at her place n here i am..talking about my day..
whateva it is dat i am tryin to say...i just want her to know that when it comes to her, she will always get the best of me..i will go that extra mile to give her my best n make sure that she gets the best.my promise to her that i will take care of her is smthin i hold on to..when she doesnt feel good, i dont feel good as well..thats the thing..i cannot just sit down and do nothing when i know that smthin can be done..
anyway, shes right here beside me n im glad thats she has taken her dinner even though shes a lil unwell..at least tonite i can sleep in peace knowing shes ok.
to you my dear: when you are reading this,do know that i love you a lot and when it comes to you, rest assure i go the proverbial mile n you will always be safe here.get well dear,i love you.
Space out,
me
Rest My CaSe at 12:31 PM
