Friday, September 25, 2009
Title: SHow me the Money!!!!
"Show me the money!!"..i love that line from the movie Jerry Maguire...everybody knows that line when you talk about the movie Jerry Maguire...well, gotta admit, its one of my all time favourite movie...
Story of a man's struggle when he accidentally quits his job,his love and his one problematic client...heart warming movie...he was sky high before fallling and he started back from basic and struggle thru his one client...no need to say more..cos im sure everyone knows the storyline...
its easy for me to relate to that movie to be honest...a man's struggles with his job when he suddenly needed to start from basic..his frustation and disappointment...cos there are times when we know we try and already work so hard for something but it didnt work out as planned...well, disappointment after disappointment...and its the last thing that one actually want to feel..."Show me the money!!" show me the money!!" yeah..im saying it with all my heart...and yeah i love his sport mentors advices.."if here is empty (he was touching his heart) here doesnt matter..(he refers to his head after that)"..
The good thing about the movie was Jerry Maguire made it eventually..his struggle paid off..they say, if its not all right,then its not the end...somehow, watching that movie again gave hope and glimmer of inspiration...yeah..its true they say, when you're down there, whatever you say doesnt matter...in life,been up there and down as well...and i learn a considerable amount of bitter sweet things of life..life is a wheel..the wheel will turn as long as we have the drive to strive....it will turn...eventually..
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me
Rest My CaSe at 10:26 AM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Title: Show me the money...
Ramadan is almost over..3more days left.this is one Ramadan i wont forget..t reminds me of times when dad wasnt arnd and when times are tuff..Things happened one after another..hurtful words were exchanged and so much emotional,mental, physical and spiritual im tested as well..
i would say that even though some things are a lil disorganised, bit by bit i have begun to settle things down..Van issues as been settled and its back on the road..Im more focus on settling things that are important by prioritising my work. It doesnt matter if i have to work a lil later than usual.I will get things back up and running again and have re-structured certain matters..Budget defesit and others important issues. I will live simply but adequetly and provide adequately till the end of the year just to re-structure finance..just like how the goverment re-sturctures the economy, i re-strcuture mine.
I am much more confident of whats needed to be done and have learn certain important things..While i get important tings done til the end of the yr..some things will run for itself..
this ramadan is indeed a sad one for me..HE knows my silent prayer..Faith, patience and wisdom tested over and over again and I keep reminding myself that HE wont test HIS followers beyond their capabilities.its written in the Quran.
Raya is just few days away, i will get some things done and despite some things stil a lil uncertain, i believe i will be ok. Certain things did hurt but it certainly made me stronger.
To Allah: I did ask for strength and patience and YOU gave me the opportunity to have strength and patience :)
To my wife: I am working hard for us and thank you for your patience..i love you.pls dont ever doubt that..you all i need..i love you.
To all : Sekiranya ade silap and terkasar bahasa, me and my wife take this chance di bulan mulia to mohon maaf..Moga kita semua diberkati rahmat NYA sentiasa..
Selamat Aidilfitri..maaf zahir dan batin..
Space out & assalamualaikum..
me
Rest My CaSe at 11:20 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Title: The High and Low of life
As mentioned, this Ramadan is full of challenges for me..one thing after another..been on the highs of life b4 and now is the low...only He knows what i feel everyday...i pray to Him everday,asking for patience and strength..
For this month, apart from the challenges, a lot of hurtful words were exchanged to me..some having significant impact to point where i dont sleep soo much, i dont eat soo much,talked soo much and those words would keep playing in the head.at times, i feel im going thru depression.the same state when dad was very sick..having to make all the right decisions but carrying the burden of that decision..i rather not drive as i cant focus soo much on the road either..
for 1st time after yrs, i feel im sinking in a quicksand..and for the 1st time,i have to admit, i fall..my wife is being very patient and has been the one to pull me up slowly..that too, i can see wearyness and sadness in her eyes..im sorry she had to go thru this..we will pull thru..the rise will fall and fallen will rise again..life is a wheel they say..
None of what happened and none was expected..now i only have myself and myself to prove again that i can pull this thru...been thru it b4...and will go thru it again..
challenged mental, emotionally and physically..i will not concede when life is testing n pushing me...i will rise again slowly but surely...
to my wife: i love you and thank you from the deepest of my heart..we will pull thru this for sure.
to all,
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me
Rest My CaSe at 10:00 AM
