Friday, August 22, 2008

Title: MY Only LOve...

I was watching my dear sleeping earlier and memories of how it all began, the happy moments and sad ones came to mind.i remember switching on my laptop on 16th July 2007, receiving an electronic smile from her..n from there, things developed further...

Im remembering times where we would stay out late to sleep at the beach watching the stars, remembering sleeping @ the back seat of a car even though it was squeezy..remembering our slow long walk from Arab Street ending up at UOB plaza..sharing stories as if there were no tomorrow..remembering how we kissed on the steps of ONe fullerton with that security guard walking past us few times but we continued kissing..

Lying in bed at nights thoughts of my dear literally make me skip a beat -things she does, the excitement she creates and the new lease of life she brings..Shes the 1st gurl i cried to when i talked about my dad and in some unexplained reason, she heals the hurt of having to let go of dad..till today, her warmth hugs and shoulders will always be there..and her fingers running thru my hair says that everything will be all rite..

I still keep those msgs we exchanged on friendster,the texts messages and cards and gifts she bought me..i have pictures of her beside my bed and pictures us hung on the wall..each time i opened or looked at all these things again, i am reminded why i got engaged to this fiery yet delicate soul and why i want to spend my life with her..

Every relationship is not perfect..mine is no exception..whats more when its the 1st- where evrything is a learning process..we have our fair share of ups and downs in this relationship..misunderstandings, arguments ..just like everyone else..but love understands and love forgives..

Yes, 1st love may give butterflies in the stomach or gives a cloud nine effect..but as times goes by, love that endures or resist the test of time resides in the soul..and becos of this, love becomes something powerful..it makes or break people..it becomes part of us..

and when Love completes us, it give us the compass we need to safely guide us thru lifes unpredictable journey..

As i write this, I could have watched my dear sleeping for hours ...it is when she looks the softest and weakess..still i am remembering the little things she does that makes her mine..despite her stubborness and weaknesses, i have learnt to accept those and in a world where lies, hurt and coldness exists,she is my rainbow after the rain..i am profoundly greatful that she was sent to me..most importantly...she made me whole..

To my dear siti arfah: I thought about you every nite when i was away in the jungle..i brought the picture you gave and thoughts of you made me smile..i got excited each time i see your name flashing on my mobile..how much i miss you and how much i love you..lets work together on the basis of love,trust,understanding,acceptance and make everything we dream and talk about come true...never doubt my love cos no matter where i go - be it known that i am always yours...Happy Anniversary dear..i love you..XOXOXO


LOve ,

me

Rest My CaSe at 6:20 AM