Thursday, November 13, 2008
Title: THis 5 words..
hey all,
hope you guys are doing fine out there..know the weather been gloomy and rainy lately..causing lil hassle here and there...havent been so good myself..this nose been dripping since last wk...listenin to bon jovi ...i'll be there for you..great song, great singer and band...deep meaning..
was on course the whole day and was wif my colleague luqman the whole day..after the course finished, grab 6 donuts for my dear..i ate one and luqman ate one more before waiting for him to finished his stick (1st tie eating donut donut) ...and after that rushed home back to my dear...
on the way back, luqman and i were talking about his marriage life..i looked at him and this is a guy about my age...goin to be a father soon..nice guy i haf to say..he alighted at outram as he was meeting his wife..n i continued my way back home..with the donuts in my hands...i know my dear loves the white cream donuts from the shop but unfornately there was only one left...
well,one is better than nothing..cant wait to see her smile when i get back..dat was my thought..
on the way, thoughts of my dear was the only thing dat came to mind...she didnt go to work today..n wondered if shes ok..if shes unwell..or smthin is bothering her...for the whole day, she was in my mind basically...like i always say..shes the 1st thing on my mind in the morning and the last..tucking her in n seeing the way she slept always melt me...
the other day.. was unwell, n she actually made a maggee and took care of me..dat magee even if its just a maggee, it means a lot to me...she tucked me in n made dat vick steam for me to inhale as she knew i had blocked nose..but dats not it...as i was sleepin on her bed dat day...i woke up to the darkness only to find her sleepin in a squeezy sofa in a hall...curling up...n dat was it!!!she got me there!!
looking at how she cuddle herself up in dat sofa as i was sleeping on her bed...got me..totally got me!!this is one woman that sacrifies her comfort..caring and i know i would like to love her more and more...i dont know how to describe the feeling actually..you know that feeling that you know you are the luckiest guy and you love this woman soo much..i told luqman about it actually earlier cos we were talking about how much we love our partner even if they get on our nerves at times..lol..
well,to share with the rest of the world...my dear, she is one woman that i fall over and over again each time she calls out for me,she smiles at me...a touch that i eases out any fear and calm the battle inside me as i go out to this cold world...some times, i dunoe, i have feeling that she doubt me..but she the one and only woman that i gave everything to..this heart right, has been left open like an open target, slowly she pulls the secrets in there,heals hurt...god,soo much i can say, i do write down the thigs about her in a book..for her..smthin i'll give when the time is right..so she knows..how beautiful she is...
anyway, i know that some would say...the entry is a lil mushy..but well...haha..what can i say?she got me..i fall over and over again n im addicted to her..8 more mths..8 more mths..and i give her the rest of eveything...everything there is in me..means nothing when i dont share it...
to my dear,
dont ever doubt me...evrything there is to me is right in front of you...there no one that i want more than you...above everything else...i love you.
me
Rest My CaSe at 7:57 PM
