Saturday, November 08, 2008
Title:Dat dream again...
barely got a wink last nite..havin a flu and fever..pop some flu and fever pill earlier on in hopin i wld fall asleep..but cldnt...instead kept waking up few times in the middle of the nite..remember this particular dream..where i died..AGAIN..hit by a car..n there were flashes of growing up years,moments with my dear,times with my mom, dad ,family basically..and b4 eventually seeing myself being carried at my funeral...where i c all my love ones..mom was quiet but cld see the sad look..my der was sobbin slowly,sis too..before i eventually for some reason..just woke up after hearing some1 calling me..woke up and there was mom opening the windows..looked at the clock n its 7am..
still feelin the fever i brushed my teeth and read some things about work n listenin to music...already had a disagreement wif my mom..its funny somehow..that wheneva i get sick, she always say that it my fault..sigh..will be having breakfast wif yan,my cuzz to talk about his policies and advise accordingly..
as im typing this..few things come to me..the dream..whats the meaing of seeing yourself dying in a dream?not once,not twice but couple of times..i remembered that my dears frd had a dream of being tied up by a black snake..what is it tryin to say?..we always hear ppl say dereams are signs of smthin rite?...anyone to fill the puzzle?.hmm..dun wan to think soo much so im gonna just take it as im stressed,sick and a lil on the down side...n thats y...which i am..
2nd...had a talk wif aliffy n lynn couple of days back...n lynn said smthin about "why cant things be like how they used to be?if you can talk to their partner nicely back then,why not now?"...dat kinda just came to mind..."why cant some things be like how they used to be for couples...what brought each couple together was there was the fact of they found smthin they like or love about their partner..during the courting years, we would talk to each other with nice words,respect and many more..but over times all these seems to fade..replaced by harsh words,coldness and many more...maybe taking for granted that our partners will always be there...
i've heard lots of break up stories,one cheating on another,be it bf-gf, engaged or even married ones...scary world out there..where a broken heart mite change a ones life n the way they view things..
anyway,love to write more but gotta rush now..talk again later probly at nite?..so wish me a good day ahead as things havent been "up" for me...enjoy the day for all those that is reading this.
space out..
me
Rest My CaSe at 7:25 AM
