Thursday, March 04, 2010

Its been a long while since i last blog..lots of things happened that i dont even know where to start at times. Each day past by, i try to be the best that i can for myself, my wife, my baby..for us basically.

It can stressful to be me when you have tried so hard but unexpected things keep occuring. I dont knwo if its a test for me to overcome my obstacles..they say, HE test us to make us the person HE wants us to be...i pray tat i will overcome all obstacles calmly and smoothly.

at times, it feels like its me agaisnt the world..i have numerous critics saying a lot of harshful words at me..and at times, it feels helpless..only He knows how i swallowed the painful words, swallowed the blames, the pain and much more.

I keep a lot of things. Sleep is not sleep anymore. No one asked me if i ever needed any help. Sice my dad passed away,i been on my own almost everytime. everyone just presumes that i am ok..smiling all the times. the pain of failing is excrutiating. What more, having to swallow painful moments right at the face.

At tis point, im fixing every leak there is..Its slow and at times, some things are just not within my control. I hate it as i like to be in control of a situation. few things have already undergone changes. Business wise, few things are coming up.surprises..cant say it out yet as if things do not work out, it be "BACK AT ME" kinda thing..work wise, well, at times being in the working world is better. we see how that works work. Lil bit of both world wouldnt hurt.

Perserverance is the word..i just want to prove people wrong..for now, i will just fix it.


me

Rest My CaSe at 3:18 PM